Wow i haven't updated for a long time. 

 

how i feel rite now... i feel like i need wisdom to lead a group of people and to know what God's will is for me.  It is scary to think about this, but its getting closer to becoming a senior.  What to do after graduation, these things hit me hard these days.  I never knew it would hit me this hard.  i guess i just need to seek Him and ask for His direction.  After all my life is His.  I've been listening to the sermon by this missionary, and its challenging me alot.  It's about discovering what your calling is, and focusing on that calling wholeheartedly.  i felt the urgency for prayer as i was reading his book and his sermons.  

 

in terms of dating, i realized that its always good to pray consistently, but its not the time yet.  i always thought if i become 4th year, ill go all out.  But i realized there is a more urgent matter.  God will lead me to her when its time.  I just need to have faith!  so dont ask me if i have someone haha.           

My cingular LG cell phone have served me faithfully thus far.  I got a new phone: 

 

 

 

Being at home is the biggest spiritual battle for me.  I have no peace or joy in my heart.  Maybe im just a spoiled brat.     

Thank you Lord for the new year!!